Ha Ha Katy Perry's California Gurl's is so funny! i love it.

Mily Cyrus's Cant Be Tamed Video... Uh... i think she is trying to hard to be lady gaga... ya no what i mean?

I never realized Billy Holiday was Jazz. So i guess i do like Jazz! and i like Louis Armstrong. Duhh im silly.

I watched Sex And The City yesterday. it was Okay. It made me realize i havnt really been shopping and bought anything awesome lately. how sad is that? i think it is very sad. like everyday awesome. ya no what i mean?

Wiiiiiiii

just played Cabela's Monster Buck Hunter... talk about save the Animals...

i also just finished The Second Short Life of Bree Tanner. it was Interesting. I wish she wouldn't have died at the end, because i liked seeing the Cullen's (IE Edward) from a different point of view. and it is so funny because now when Jane is Mentioned i totally see Dakota Fanning. it is awesome. they did good on Jane.

Why did they switch people to play victoria?? i thought Rachelle Lefeaver whatev her name was looked the part... i do like the girl who is playing her (Bryce something or another) the girl from the movie about the scary things in the forest... but still... i think i like the other girl better... but maybe i will like Bryce better... idk. lets of Twilight lately. i think i am ready for the movie. and bored. =D i am going to blame it on Bree Tanner. yes i am.

http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1810074301/trailer

Go there to see some random stuff for the upcoming movie. i cant deicide if it makes me want to crawl in my shell/runaway screaming or not... because it looks extra cheesy... but i think i like Leah. even if i dont like think i like her hair cut. i dont think i like bree... she just isnt what i a pictured.

ohh i need to remember to buy the Twilight Graphic novel next time i am at Barnes and Noble.... because i decided i might beable to like that bella and i shouldnt let KStew and the TwiHards scare me away from something i want to read .P yeah take that.

like...

my new background? i thought the little girl was cute! but i wish there weren't the swirls on like the top page it is kind of Christmasy. i just bought the deluxe edition on new moon! and i think i am going to read the try to read the short life of bee whatever it is on line cuz it is free. i read the first few lines and idk. but i think i will try if i get bored. i found out today when i get my braces off. but i wont share with you because it is a surprise ,D i got the She & Him record! and it came with the free download of the CD yessss. that made me very happy.

and i think i am confused... i thought i head all over they are making eclipse into two movies? but that doesn't make sense. so are they making Breaking Dawn into movies??? like Pre-Renesmee and the after? idk...
i think i decided im not going to read bree. because i dont feel like it...

okay. i looked it up. Breaking Dawn will be two movies. the first half to come out Nov 8, 2011... that is over a year away; a bit ridiculous if you ask me. really they should leave stuff like for me to figure out. EXAMPLE!

if Rob is Edward then Alexis Bledel is Bella.
Or if David Kross is Edward then Danielle Panabaker is bella.

BUT NOT KRISTEN STEWART. really.

why do they keep switching directors? its is annoying... but i am glad kathrine hardwick is gone she was awful.

when will the second host come out? i thought there was supposed to be another one?
when will the movie come out?

when will the sun come out??
i wanna go to the pool.

Blockenspheil

so yesterday we all went and cleaned Bebes. i also cut and died michaelas hair and trimmed conners hair. i think i will be a Hair Cutter when i grow old. along with the many other things i plan to accomplish when i grow old. i also trimmed kyndricks hair much to his chagrin. but anyway at bebes house i cleaned off her back porch. kelly compared the dust to volcanic ash because it was covering EVERYTHING. and i complained yes i did. but afterwords i realized that it really was enjoyable because when i look at the back porch i know that it is because of me you can go out there and not die anymore. and i realized i dont kind cleaning like that sort of stuff. so anyway.

i watched Boy In the Striped Pajamas. and MYGOODNESS. was it SAD. yes it was. It was about WWII and i cant say anything else

now for my dream/s.

i dont really remember much. i just remember like bits...
but i was on this rooftop and there was an old man and he made me spicy like chinese noodles and they had some sort of like dumpling in it oh my was it good! and he was a very nice man. i kept thinking i had had the dream before and he had made me chinese noodles before but now that i am awake i cant really remember.

then i had a dream about summer gym. but there was NO coach Clarke or any other real coach for that matter. i don't remember who the teacher was but it was the beast summer gym session EVER. i think it was more a Yoga gym class then a run the bleachers do 50 pushups and a million crunches and if you dont ill bury you under the turf.

then i was in Mrs. Ringle's history class. and abby and jamie where there. and a lot of other kids. but for some reason i had my new laptop with me... and Abby was Being BAD and pored her like iced tea all over my key board. boy was i happy with her! haha... not. we got in a fight. but then i went to my locker and it was crazy! and i think we had keys to our lockers and inside our lockers were like these little boxes and i dont even no why they were there. but i think i had a REal backpack! eek! and then i lost my schedule and didn't no what class to go to. and then i went to luch and they were redoing the lunch room! and it was completely white and modern looking it was very nice and the lunch menu! yummie! there were french fries and FRESH fruit and it looked edible. it was nice. very nice.

Nice

Last night my dream was about France. I went with Julie but there were a lot of other girls from school there too! and Boo Boo was there... so anyway. the House had an upstairs and that is where Julies sisters room was, but i didn't go upstairs. but the house was long and had like old wood flooring like the wood at the artist in you or the old house in lapel something to that effect. there were lots of bedrooms and two bathrooms downstairs one was extremely nice and the other one wasn't as nice (maybe one was girls and one was boys) but i think when we al came in the front door Julies dad had some friends over and they were playing poker...
but anyway i got a picture message Chloe sent and it was of barbie dolls like some cool old ones and next thing i know the pictures turn into like real barbies it was crazy! imagine if pics could turn into real things... so then it switches and i am walking down this like dirt hill and i have like my bag with my Barbies in it... and these three boys riding bikes go by me and i look in my bag and i have a bike in my bag! but it isn't like put together. so i call out to the boys to help me and they are like what? but then they see i have bike to put together and they get excited.

it was't as vivid as my other dream but i think i decided i should write my dreams down from now on. because let me tell you. i have had some crazy dreams. like one about the vampires? did i tell you that one? about the mansion with the like tunnel doors we use at the high school to enter the darkroom? well we slept in those during the day because they blocked out the light. but now that i am trying to remember i don't remember if i was a vampire or if i was being turned... but there was a boy vampire who was the leader and he had dark hair and ten skin and i don't think he wore a shirt. then there was the girl vampire who had tattoos and her name was like Daisy or something... i don't really remember it, it happened a while ago.

Dream a Dream

this is my first post as an 18 year old and my first post on my new computer. i love my new computer, even if it does make me feel not very intelligent. But really it is new and shiny and i get kind of confused and intimidated by its newness and shininess. I think the real problem is i am afraid i am going to accidentally hurt it. because that would be very very unfortunate. but i do have Block Tie accidental insurance. But still i don't wanna hurt it! it just seems so delicate... but anyway. It came with a free 8GB ipod touch which is why i decided to get a new $999.99 computer at all. and while 8GB isn't very much it is all i need because i am not very big on apps... i just don't get em. so i can just put music on it and not feel bad for paying $300 and not using it for all it is usable for. one little catch on all of this is... i don't have WiFi... and i am using the very generous neighbors... i feel bad because i heard it is really bad to do that and that it slows the internet connection down... but what can i do?! really???

last night i was too hyped up about my computer and had some trouble sleeping haha. but i had a CRAZY dream i will try to explain.
Kelly and i were like taking some crazy class at the high school. but the high school was like in the mall? can you say odd. and the class was like on Monday so i missed all my regular Monday classes. But there was like a guest speaker and i believe he was a police man or something and he was like talking to us about something crazy. and anyway Kelly and i were afraid someone was going to come murder us because of something crazy and i don't really remember. But then the class was over and i guess Kelly left and i was just in like the commons area with like all the kids from school and whatnot. but they were giving out like T-Shirts from like all the sports and whatnot... they were UGLY. so then i found Jamie and Julie and Jennifer and Jen and i Went downstairs to get stuff out of our lockers and it like packed with like Victorias Secret stuff and we got in trouble for going down there because the lady thought we were stealing Lingerie which was very very silly of her. we were just going to our lockers.
so then we go outside and it is snowing and it turns out we are like in Poland or something and it is EXTREMELY dark outside. so jamie goes to find her car and i cant see anything in the world and so i freak out because these two cars pull out of parking spots at the exact same time and almost wrecked but it turned out it wasn't jamie so that made us all VERY happy. so she was like supposed to drive us home but then i blink.
we walking home in the snow and it is sunny out. and the time period feels like it is like WWII and jamie and i are wearing cute dresses with long brown jackets with big buttons and Mary Jane's and have gold heart shaped lockets on and out hair is long with a big bow pinned in it.
it is intense but very cool. we decide we cant go down this one street because there is like someone standing there (who looks like a teacher from school) and we would get in trouble or something. so we find our way to what turns out to be Jamie's Grandmothers house. And so then i guess i blink again and i am in the attic sitting in this box/bathtub/boat and there are two boys reading what i think might have been the Bible? and then all of a sudden a flood comes and i hear Jamie scream and everyone dies... but i am l floating in the water with my hair and heart shaped locket floating but i know i don't die because the boat thing i was sitting in saves me. and then i woke up...