Dream a Dream

this is my first post as an 18 year old and my first post on my new computer. i love my new computer, even if it does make me feel not very intelligent. But really it is new and shiny and i get kind of confused and intimidated by its newness and shininess. I think the real problem is i am afraid i am going to accidentally hurt it. because that would be very very unfortunate. but i do have Block Tie accidental insurance. But still i don't wanna hurt it! it just seems so delicate... but anyway. It came with a free 8GB ipod touch which is why i decided to get a new $999.99 computer at all. and while 8GB isn't very much it is all i need because i am not very big on apps... i just don't get em. so i can just put music on it and not feel bad for paying $300 and not using it for all it is usable for. one little catch on all of this is... i don't have WiFi... and i am using the very generous neighbors... i feel bad because i heard it is really bad to do that and that it slows the internet connection down... but what can i do?! really???

last night i was too hyped up about my computer and had some trouble sleeping haha. but i had a CRAZY dream i will try to explain.
Kelly and i were like taking some crazy class at the high school. but the high school was like in the mall? can you say odd. and the class was like on Monday so i missed all my regular Monday classes. But there was like a guest speaker and i believe he was a police man or something and he was like talking to us about something crazy. and anyway Kelly and i were afraid someone was going to come murder us because of something crazy and i don't really remember. But then the class was over and i guess Kelly left and i was just in like the commons area with like all the kids from school and whatnot. but they were giving out like T-Shirts from like all the sports and whatnot... they were UGLY. so then i found Jamie and Julie and Jennifer and Jen and i Went downstairs to get stuff out of our lockers and it like packed with like Victorias Secret stuff and we got in trouble for going down there because the lady thought we were stealing Lingerie which was very very silly of her. we were just going to our lockers.
so then we go outside and it is snowing and it turns out we are like in Poland or something and it is EXTREMELY dark outside. so jamie goes to find her car and i cant see anything in the world and so i freak out because these two cars pull out of parking spots at the exact same time and almost wrecked but it turned out it wasn't jamie so that made us all VERY happy. so she was like supposed to drive us home but then i blink.
we walking home in the snow and it is sunny out. and the time period feels like it is like WWII and jamie and i are wearing cute dresses with long brown jackets with big buttons and Mary Jane's and have gold heart shaped lockets on and out hair is long with a big bow pinned in it.
it is intense but very cool. we decide we cant go down this one street because there is like someone standing there (who looks like a teacher from school) and we would get in trouble or something. so we find our way to what turns out to be Jamie's Grandmothers house. And so then i guess i blink again and i am in the attic sitting in this box/bathtub/boat and there are two boys reading what i think might have been the Bible? and then all of a sudden a flood comes and i hear Jamie scream and everyone dies... but i am l floating in the water with my hair and heart shaped locket floating but i know i don't die because the boat thing i was sitting in saves me. and then i woke up...